He’s gone. She’s alive.

Years of misery and suffering ended today with a few key strokes somewhere at a corporate office somewhere on the other side of the world. My deadname no longer exists anywhere. My job finally updated all of my accounts. He... well, he never really existed so I can’t really mourn his loss. But she…, she is me. And I’m finally alive. I apologize if this is not the correct forum. I don’t have anyone I can tell, and honestly if I did, I would be afraid to. I don’t know how to share joy without being afraid I’m hurting others. Anyway, dinner; a pint of chunky monkey and the happiest tears I’ve ever cried. EDIT: I wish I could reply to everyon. I have never in my life felt so much love and support. I want to thank all of you wonderful ladies for giving this girl the emotional support she so desperately needed. I hope you all have beautiful days and weeks ahead of you. 🙏🙏