[24] Glow up 2024-2026

Here is a side profile, front and body picture. I’m currently on a major cut. I really struggle to fit in anywhere. I don’t know if it’s because I come across unapproachable but I surely can’t be going through the same thing. When I’m in the gym or anywhere I feel like my anxiety spikes and I’m prepared for something bad to happen. Even the smallest attempt to approach anybody seems like climbing a mountain for me. I started my looksmaxxing journey a year ago I was really overweight and I think being a fatass traumatised me. I thought I’d get better once I got in shape but it’s actually so much worse. I don’t know if it’s my anxiety talking but I get so many menacing looks from everyone people can’t look me in the eye. Am I that unapproachable? My family thinks I should seek therapy because i genuinely can’t sit in a room and socialise because I feel like I’m being judged or someone has bad intentions towards me. I need advice what do I do?